….ever heard of Jim Cleveland?
Me neither. But I loved the hell outta Trailor Park Boys. I can (and will) watch it forever. It’s just…my chill.
But it somehow lead to this a year or so later. We just wanted to know if there was gonna be a season 11…(there is!!)
Anyway. That art tho right?
I wish I could take a poll. I think I could on my business account (lol tell ya later) but I don’t know if I’m gonna mix the two yet…
Traditionally, not great. But things are changing. Everything is I guess. Always probably…
Well…I do have a comment section I abuse every chance I get so…pls do leave your feels if you have any. I get that vocabulary has its rhythms.
Speaking of…great as that art is…pls do click this and…as a personal favor if that helps…read it. Just read it like even if you have no idea wtf is going on there (like I said, vocab..) skim the words anyway. I love the feel of words and the sound of people talking…my favorite place to sleep would be at a party. Like a baby shower or something lol not a party…trying to say it’s kinda nice like listening to opera in Italian.
The last paragraph.
That’s another thing I’d poll you about. How’s your feels? If any…
I don’t think it’s an opinion thing for me to be honest. Really just wanna know your feels or, you know whatcha thinkin bout? lol anyway that’s why comment sections are a thing. I have no rules here. And I genuinely don’t ever judge people but you never believe me…lol. I wonder though…I wonder if (and why?) we feel it’s necessary to hide ourselves. I do anyway. You know Arrested Development? The Never Nudes? He wore cut off tiny denim shorts under his clothes always and he even showered with them lol. Literally. Never. Nude.
For most of my life I’ve kinda done the same. In my own ways and expressions with my own reasons ofc but yeah. I actually refer to myself and that time of life as The Tower and it’s really the only thing you could call it.
Except maybe for this
But actually that’s more of a view from the inside. I can’t know the lyrics I don’t want to. I don’t think I have to I feel em. Anyway. Aw the 90s…
Dammit guys on my biz site (empty btw since day one…and it’s not cheap we invested. Without any idea why. And we’re not like…people who can do that really. Most would say it was dumb I guess. But it could play that song for you straight from my Spotify. No clicks and links and blaaah…
Babe I might do it lol. Leave a comment hahaha.
He will too. Eventually.
Anyway so I think it’s probably just pain. Survival. But…if you had a Tower too (vocab…) you had it a looong time I’d bet. You may still be in it or dealing with those lovely subconscious boobie-traps…lol it gets easier. Sometimes.
I read somewhere that monsters can only be defeated if they’re faced. They could also defeat you I suppose but…I’m starting to think death is a better option than running. I am So. Very. Tired.
That said, Lemon Parade wouldn’t be my ballad these days. (Lol so dramatic with my musical identity…)
I think my new song might be this…
Come on remember who you are.
If you know my blogs, you know they’ve got a lot of incubus refs. I didn’t plan that. I’m on an all organic diet. Emotionally anyway. That’s a tough one to stick to in the age of the Digi-stuffs and the interwebs…it’s just I want the Truth now. No more bullshit I’m too damn tired.
So I don’t go researching things that can only be answered with opinions or hearsay. Yeah I’m woke lol so what. It’s inconvent but ever so worth it.
Sometimes. Like when I find guys like Jim. Or every long night spent with Hub asking ourselves why we’ve never asked ourselves anything before…
Ugh I have a great example to demonstrate but this post is starting to get rambly and long. Mysorries.
Oh snap I didn’t realize I picked such an intense one…lol ooops. You’re welcome. (;
Pls let me know if I messsed up any linkage/embedding. It’s very important to me that all artists get their credit and all readers their content bc well…that’s my job lol. And it matters to me.
Oh…this is the “word of the day” today according to some app I have and i knew it was the title of this post so…
Definition of: ‘saudade’ is: ‘a deep emotional state of melancholic longing for a person or thing that is absent.’. Learn more at: http://www.dictionary.com/wordoftheday/2017/05/11/saudade